Hey! It’s been awhile~

Well, it’s been awhile since I’ve posted on here. Well soooo much has occurred in my life. I have no idea where to begin. Let me summarize chronologically I guess. I have been laid off from my full time position because the business I worked for filled for bankruptcy. I was upset sure because I didn’t expect this situation to occur. I was hoping to continue working there and continue my education. However, I decided this was fate telling me to go all in and focus on my education. I was pretty hesitant going back for the past year and a half. Maybe I should have continued as soon as I graduated from University but looking back I was not sure what program to enter. I wasn’t ready then, but now I know exactly what I want to do. Any who, losing my job was sad, yes, of course, but I was hopefully of my next journey. Well a month after being laid off, I was an a horrible car accident. My car was deemed a total loss. I’m currently still in the process with my car insurance, months after it occurred. It’s so stressful. So now, I’m in the process of looking for a part time job while I start my next step in my educational journey. I also have to purchase a car too. I know that I am fine 100% and that I’ve been in worse situations and still overcame them but my anxiety and depression are kicking in. I’m overwhelmed with self doubt. It’s been a struggle just getting out of bed. It’s been awhile since I’ve had it this bad. I know that I can talk to anyone in my family or friends about it, but in the end it is something I have to work with myself. I am glad that summer is over though, and that a new season has arrived. I can not wait to see where I will be in the end of the year.